Kuato Lives!!!!

Weekend Blog..... you know what that means? Means I've had a few and the nights still young.

Women, huh? Booze, music. Jump starting the world-go-round... tiring. I tell you what. Can't form complete thought.s God, these last two posts really don't show me very well, I really don't drink too often. Uh, I dread reading this tomorrow. BUt, you know i've got to do it. I've got the steam now and the lack of any other stimulation. All without a proper subject to mull over, to analyze or to contemplate.

Today my dad told me, "God isn't going to wait for me to accept him that he's a jealous God and a fickle God". He said, "you have all these troubles and Pain" God Doesn't care, he gets you for eternity. He wants your decision and devotion. And he's not going to wait around." I said, " Sounds kinda mean". He said, "oh yeah, he's tough. Life's not for the weak." " He can give you what you need. It's a personal relationship. But, only if you want it." I said, "I'm working it out."

Ugh... Hungry.... BRB.

It's such a miracle to me that people fall in love, or even think they are in love. It's so incredible that two people see that, for one moment they are perfect for each other. Even if it doesn't work out in the end. I think about how people fall in love and I wonder what circumstances have to be just right, what formation do the stars have to be in for that spark to hit and light a fire. I thought I was in love once, but couldn't make it work. So... was I in love? I don't know. Guy likes girl, girl likes guy, but not that guy, the other guy. Other guy, likes that guy. So many variations and variables, due to coincidence and set free by a moment. All for a glimpse of that perfect and endlessly sought after emotion. It's an absolute mystery to me. And it's everywhere.

what else.......

I'm tasting parts of that granola bar that i've never tastes before. Had a little DaBeasly so my senses are heightened. Weird... while thinking of that last sentence the words "Senses are Heightened" materialized in my head as "Heightened are Senses" And I couldn't reverse them but for a moment. I could feel them wrestling around in my brain.

The moon is low outside. Kinda eerie.

I should sleep soon. Gotta touch up my resume and get a jobby job.

Haikus:

Curls are frame to light
electricity holds you
far from the cold night

Walk the sun away
to my living wakefulness
and you I admire

Pack the stuff in breast
wave and see you off again
I'll try to keep cool

Bare with me.

Geeze that was kind of somber.

Alright, fun has been had.